These thoughts bring up an interesting question – do I not
feel comfortable in a time of settling? My life has been a series of
transitions since the time I graduated college. It’s common belief that it
takes a year to fully transition into a new environment or scenario. I’ve been
out of college for almost four years (yikes!); three-fourths of that time was
spent in transition. That’s my sweet spot. I feel comfortable in the
unsettledness. Nothing is permanent. It’s flexible. Don’t like a situation –
move on. This probably isn’t healthy, but it’s me.
This is a giant lead up to my state of mind – I’m ready to
go. I love the comforts of home and Colorado but I’m over living in the U.S.
Why be stuck in one place when there is a world to explore? My job right now is
great; I’m in a support role for ministry all over the world. OC’s people are
great and God is doing great things through them. But this is a season, and
what I would consider a short one. I have wanderlust that will not easily be
quenched.
I think God has big plans for my life – I’m just not quite
sure what they are yet. I am definitely in Colorado until August. I pray that
during this time I hear God’s whisper in my life. I pray I will seek him more
faithfully everyday and not make rash decision based on that itchy feeling from
ants in my pants. J
